a stargazer, planted june 2nd

Issa

A little letter for you

For all our calls, games, laughs, and late nights

000 days of blooming

From Leng, for Issa

field note no. 1

Dear baby,

I’m not really used to writing letters like this, so please don’t laugh if I sound cheesy or a little awkward. Naka ilang bura at start over na ako. I’m better at being silly with you (kuhang-kuha ang asar), sending random messages, watching movies and series together, or playing Roblox, but I wanted to write this because you mean a lot to me.

Since we started talking on June 2, you have made so many ordinary moments feel special. Whether we are playing Drive a Bus (Pikon), laughing in Karendirya (Abuso), being cute in Bubu and Dudu (Cute lang naten), or simply talking and watching something together, I always enjoy it more because it is with you. I never really liked SADC and felt like it wasn’t something for me. But with you it is the best, and I can’t stop wanting to go through all seasons with you.

I appreciate you more than I always know how to say. Thank you for your time, your patience, and for letting me become part of your life. Napapasaya mo si Dudong in ways that are simple but real.

I’m also really excited that I will finally get to see you at the end of September. After all our chats, calls, games, and movie nights, I cannot wait to see your smile in person and make memories with you outside of a screen. Siguro mahiyain ako sa umpisa, pero promise ko na I’ll still be your silly Roblox teammate / Alipin.

I know I’m not perfect and sometimes I struggle to explain what I feel, but my feelings for you are real. I hope na macontinue pag gawa natin ng memories together — more laughs, more games, more movies, and more moments that are ours.

Thank you for being you.

With love,
malthus9_99

a few more, still arriving — drag to look around

field note no. 2

Mahalaga Sa'kin

Ito yung picture na hindi mawala sa isip ko
Ito yung photo na lagi kong binabalikan
pinaka cute na duo, no debate

no matter what, this keeps growing.

— Leng